I'm more focused now and can explain my reasoning on how life is really pointless...wait I think I've lost it...this is all real time free write psuedointellectual stuff I'm gonna be spilling out so bare(or bear?) with me.
So you live for what...ah man this is going to be really repitive...anyways so live for what? to find someone to love? To get a good job? Get money to buy stuff? alright it died there goes my motivation... life sux there we go...maybe I'm trying to say, to myself I think, don't fret, don't care, don't stress out cause once you die everything is for not in the end...I'm not sad though i just don't care, don't get angry guys cause everything won't matter when your in the dirt.
The real message behind this sad truth is that Be Happy! Find someone to love...maybe that wasn't the real message...fuck it all...